workplace is a good place to cam-whore
cos the good lighting allowed us to do so =)

i captured their smiles using the smile shutter function =)

and we had a good feast when manager is not around
travelled all the the way to rocher to get it ok
katong laksa and pontian wanton
with $1 bubble tea!
value for money leh haha =p
die la i sound more and more like auntie huixuan =x

*slurps*

lost abit of weight during these 2 weeks
i think im suffering from insomia
i can toss and turn for 2 to 3 hrs b4 i fall aslp
and when i finally does, its the wee hours of the morning already
and i keep waking up every 2 hours
haiz, so xin ku to fall aslp

squarebrain's back from outfield today!
received his 1st msg at 12.55pm
woots! so happy!! lalala~
he's still in taiwan but that means i can contact him le
hoho~


6 more days
I MISS YOU!

2 papers down
1 last paper to go on tues
a law paper
my hated paper of all
cos that means i have alot to memorise
=(

went out with the girls ytd after fbm paper
went town to eat, shop and watch movie
the way we enjoy ourselves
its like as though ytd is the last paper haha
but at least, we can give ourselves a break =)

ate at pasta cafe
then there is this dessert thing
FROZEN FLAMING LAMBO!!

haha no la, its a coffee jelly dessert topped with sth
that looks like milk
really look like flaming lambo lo =p

after that was shopping shopping and more shopping
but didnt manged to get any clothes at all
die die, CNY die le
no new clothes to wear =(

went to watch the movie 27 dresses~
omg it was so nice k!
watch le makes me feel like getting married
lalala~
in 5 years time will be my wedding
8 years time will be elisa's
and in 13 years time will be evan's!
evan, buck up ok
actually D**** not bad la *wink*
*elisa nodding furiously*
heehee

i have survived 14 days
and im left with 8 more days!
its driving me crazy

had my first paper today
okok la~
wasnt very satisfied with it though
think i could do better if i can write faster haha
but anyway its over, so heck~

today's journey to school was torturous
the moment i was on the bus
i started to feel nauseous
but i would sometimes experience this kind of feeling
when i didnt eat or drink anything
so i thought i would get better in a while or so

but things start to get worse when i was on the train
i simply couldnt sit still
keep having the nauseous feeling and had abit of breathing difficulty
i had to grasp slightly for air
on the transfer train to dover
things got even worse

i could feel myself feeling faint
and couldnt really see whats in front of me
i know whats happening; i might get a blackout anytime
i knew it cos i always experience this when i was still in NCC
the kind of feeling u get before u realli blackout
i was really scared at that time
i wouldnt wanna faint on the train and miss my paper
so i kept moving myself as much as i could
to get the blood flowing to my brain
( u had a blackout cos blood circulation is not that good )

finally the train reached dover and how relieved can i get
relieved that i was able to step out staying conscious
upon seeing my friends at the exam venue
i immediately ask for water
and most importantly, sweets
but all thay had were mints, sugar-free mints
good grief, i need SUGAR
luckily, precious esther was there to save my life
she had a chunk of kit kat
woots~ wasnt i happy to see that? haha
took a huge bite and tada~
ready for exam
=)

think might be due to the fact that
i havent been sleeping or eating well lately
1 meal a day
can have up to 12 hours of sleep but often
accompanied by nightmares
kept dreaming of being chased
and running down flights of winding staircase
weird~

have been slacking these few days

didnt study abit
was too stuck to my storybooks
first paper is on tues
guess i'll better start studying tml
or if im not that lazy (which is not that possible)
i'll start later

but guess 99.99999999% i'll start tml
so yea, tml is "no-storybook" or "lazing-off" day

bei's away for 1 2 3 4 5 6 days already
a few msgs per day and a phonecall every few days
its rather expensive i guess
not sure how much though
so he said not to sms/call too much
save up the money and go have a good feast when he comes back =)

he will have free time from the 30th to the 2nd
so means he gets to have a guided tour ard taiwan for FREE
think s'pore gov is realli loaded
sponsor them to taiwan and a free guided tour for 3 days
good shopping time for them
and the best thing (to them) is they get to ogle at pretty/kawaii taiwan meimeis
ok, whatever~
the last day is free and easy for them
haiz, i would rather they come back early than to have the 4 days of touring
=p

initially was thinking of flying to taiwan during his free and easy day
but chcecked up the air tics and realised it was damn expensive!
a pair of return air tics from SIA is ard 1,000+ (omfg)
china airlines is ard 800+
and jetstar.asia (mind you, its a budget airline)
is ard 700+
i guess i can still afford the air tics
but just that mayb i'll eat air over there and sleep along taiwan street
dont think i can even afford a shilin XXL chicken or oyster mee sua =S
yes, thats pathetic
told bei abt it and he said im silly -_-"
so ya, dropped that idea
shall wait for him to come back
wait for him to POP
applied for leave then we shall go HK, again!
yeah!

talking abt holidaying
will be going genting from the 18th to the 20th
sort of like a graduating trip with my poly mates
looking forward to it!
=)

this year's new year will be different from the rest of the years
hee hee
looking forward to it too =)
but haven bought new year clothes, boos!

ok, thats all for my un-interesting life
im a boring person -_-"
hungry, so gotta go find some food to eat
tata~

its the 14th of jan
bei's in taiwan for 2 days already
and he has fallen sick over there -_-"
guess the weather is too cold for him
pls take care ok

today is our 6th month~

a simple thing i made for him =)

on the day of departure
his family and good friends were there to send him off
anne zf and yf werent expected and of cos bei was surprised to see them
i was the only 1 who knew they were coming haha
good friends they are =)

under the circumstances it is impossible not to cry
cos the scene was so heart-warming
teared even though it was agreed beforehand that i would not cry
kim's mom teared too hee

but i knew he would be well taken care of over there
so i think i should not worry that much =)

1 day before his trip was jack's birthday
so went to celebrate for him at vivo's bosses restaurant
the food there was fabulous
and the tea was great
quite rare that i enjoyed drinking real brewed tea haha

on the day of depareture
me and bei had jap food! =)

my watermelon juice, his blackcurrent juice
tako yaki, agedashi tofu and 5 plates of sushi
the sushi are only at 99cents per plate

hotate butter yaki
my fav!
but guess not anymore cos it was too salty~

and lastly, mango classic for dessert!

it was nice but the mango was very sour!!
we were so full after that
*burp*

after that had dinner with his family at chong pang area
haha yar we are gluttons
keep eating and eating =p

countdown again
20 more days
before i see you again
=)

SP open house from 10th to the 12th
will be doing duty for the 10th and 11th
2nd time doing so and will be the last
:~

focus is on the shirt
spastic face i have here, so ignore it~


after duty was psychology test
honestly, it sucks
big time, bIG BIG time

bei had nights out again =)
for 3 consecutive nights
but the previous 2 nights i was working
this 3rd night is the only 2nd time where he had nights out and i was not working
(despite the so many nights out he had)
had a waffle ice cream at causeway's gelare
was as pleasant and delicious as usual
nice!

in less than 12 hours i will be seeing bei again =D
in less than 48 hours i will be at the airport sending him off =(
oh my, god bless me~
i should stock up on my novels
so i wont have any spare time to think about him

went shopping with evan at town on mon aftnoon
at far east shopping centre

she bought so many things ok
2 tops, 1 earing, 1 ring and a belt
whereas i only bought a 8.90 earing lol
compared to me she bought alot lo
not a fruitful shopping trip but an enjoyable 1 =)

evan ah~
dont worry too much abt ur bro k
teenagers at this age are like that
they think that friends are more impt than family
when i was at ur bro's age i was also like that before
rebellious and always causing unhappiness within the family
but human by nature is naturally kind
im sure one day he will learn to unds ur mom's kind intentions
one point is that ur cannot give up on him
continue to show him care and concern
one day he will learn to appreciate it =)

i know that when i have problems, be it with him or anybody else
you will be there to listen and care for
but dont worry gal
if i never mention anything, means its nth big
i admit there are times where i really feel like talking to some1
when there's some sort of arguements going on between him and me
some1 who will stand by me, listen to me and give me opinions
but much more then often, i would prefer to sort it out myself
or together with him
you know girls are abit more sensitive than guys and
we often like to make a mountain out of a molehill
or when we say no, we actually mean yes haha
yar, that sort of stuffs...
so its nth actually
nth so big that it will be on my mind all the time
or need to cry out buckets of tears
things are going on very well between us =)
but if things really does happen (choy!)
yours would be the 1st shoulder i would wanan lean on =)

gan dong ma? hehe =p

count down.
3 more days

so tired now, ok off to sleep
tata~