你说我给你太多
却不能给我什麽
分不清激情, 承诺, 永恒, 或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
什麽是我最后温柔

是因为我太爱你

have tendered.
last day of work will be this friday
SIA training will start on the 16

good day everyone
nights

Bei is back!!
FINALLY!
=)

went to the airport with his bro-in-law
at 4am on fri to pick him up
tired lo~
but damn excited too haha

bought a bag for bei as a welcome-home gift lol
he has been eyeing that bag for like so long la
but didnt buy cos its really expensive
$225~
glad tt he's happy
even though ke kept grumbling tt im spending too much
=p

made this for him

The stenciling abit CMI
but at least i tried lol
i really sucks at arts and craft

niways, reached his home at round 5 after picking him up
slept for a few hours then woke up to go for a
interview at SIA training centre
yup, am trying for an air stewardess position
reached there at ard 10
and shortly after, a grp of 8 of us were called in
for the 1st round of interview
(there are a total of 4 rounds)
we went into a room where we were asked
to sit in a row in front of 2 interviewers
and the question was " Each of you tell me what customer service is all about"
omg man i tot it would be some self intro thing
totally not prepared for it but well, blabbered something

and after like 10 mins, we were outside the room waiting for the results
managed to get through to the 2nd round

This time its Kebaya fitting and checking of skin condition and teeth
they dont really stand close to you to check your skin
nor will they ask you to open your mouth to examine your teeth
they do it through observation by talking to you
then they ask you to walk up and down to see your posture
this is the easiest round because you dont have to do any talking lol

got through to the 3rd round and this is the scariest
its a 1 to 1 interview
and they throw you all sorts of qn la~
my interviewer gave me this scenario
"You are on a flight and a passenger demands for a window seat,
but the flight is already full. How would you handle this?"
OMG i seriously dunno how to answer man

again, i blabbered something which i cant rmber now if you ask me
but i know she kept rebutting me saying things like
'what ifs..you know you cant...bla bla"
and after like 10 to 15 mins
i was outside the room again waiting for the results
i tot i was gonna flunk this round
but was damn ecstatic when the lady announced
i got through phew~
but still had to go for a forth interview
wish me luck

bei's coming over soon with food for me!
super hungry now

down with a fever
=(


10 more days
before bei comes back
=)

i think im feeling better

you always feel better when you got things off your chest
or when you ate alot of chocos
lol

i guess...maybe all along i've been the 1 giving myself pressure

my bosses they are all quite easy ppl to work with
they dont give you impossible deadline
rather, they share the workload with you
alot of times they are more stress than me lol

so now every morning
the 1st thing i did when i reached the office
is to go thru my emails and do up a to-do list
so i'll be able to follow through w/o getting digressed too much
at the same time, able to plan my time err better? haha
but i still am not able to leave on the dot =x

niways, i managed to get the interview on the 31st
but its a fri eh

how to go for it when i got work?
tsk tsk

Im suffering from ADHD
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
which makes me

anxious
depressed

anti-social
and overwhelmed

I cant cope with work

Im fearful of sunday nights because
its work the following day

i can be happy now but in tears the next moment

I cant bear the thought of you leaving me for 3 weeks

bacause that means i'll be facing all these by myself

dont tell me off when i stayed late for work,
thats because i cant focus and am struggling to finish a task

dont be irritated with me when i cry for the smallest reason,
thats because im high on the emotional side and can be triggered easily

so bei, do you understand me now?
i need your support

i should quit my job

a simple task for most ppl is impossible for me

broke record
left my office at 10pm today
got tons of emails to go through and tons of things to do
facebook got a club thats says "working @ airport = no social life"
i think i should join that club

only reached home bout 30mins ago and now im going off to sleep like soon
bei's so afraid i'll get depression
like duh, im depressed cos you're away!

applied for a new job couple days ago
work place is at................airport again! lol
but definately diff company
not sure i'll get an interview anot
only shortlisted candidates will go for 1 on the 31st
and what day is 31st?
its "bei's coming home" day
=D

niways, going clubbing this weekend
my past weekend was spent nua-ing, sleeping and binge eating at home
so this weekend mus enjoy myself to the max
no drunk no home!
lol jk la~
anybody wanna join??
=)