Friday, October 23, 2009

Bored


4th night in Abu Dhabi. Damm bored. Internet damm laggg. No shows on TV. Just got news bei have to work OT so wont be able to see him on my off days, which spells WTF and sian. Changed flight with another stewardess so that i can at least have 1 full day with bei when he's off, but not sure whether it will be approved anot cos she is biz class trained while im not yet. Hate pending status. Oh ya, did i mention im off probation alr? No more P plate. Which doesnt make a diff to me cos my name is always at the bottom which shows im still the most junior-est. Ppl keep calling me ah girl, and i must say i dont really like it.

But on a happy note, its cfm-ed that bei and i will be going Tokyo next month, woohoo!! so damm excited abt it can. Bei's excited too, keep doing research on where to go and stuffs. Went to Kino a week ago to buy map and guide books and all haha. Its like autumm season over there (ard 15 degrees) and so we have been keeping a lookout for warmer clothings, and buying it. It is shitty cos we were saying like we gonna save money for this trip. Will be taking JAL. Didnt use my free tic cos bei's tic alone cost 900+, while JAL tics for 2 cost ard 1000. Although bei's SIA tic is still cheaper but the main reason why we didnt get it is cos i have to wait for my free ticket to be approved, which means pending status till 1 month b4 the departure date and by then it will be too late and too rush. Im gonna spend my 2 (hopefully 3) of days working out the itinery and the metro lines. You know how complicated it is. Talking abt it is enough to get me all hyped up. The dates are 15th to 20th Nov. !!!!!!!!!

I got 2 compliment letters from pax. Which shows i have been working hard and working well. I would work hard for more if it helps to accelerate the depreciation of the bond. But it doesnt. I dont give a damn unless you're willing to help me pay my bond. Bei's job sucks too, too tiring for the mind and body. He got another interview this wed so hope he will get it. Its his dream job afterall. Gonna pass my all my luck to him.


ok, enough of whining and ranting. I think i should go read up this book, "How to love your life and your job". Saw it at Kino. 1 more night then im back to Sg and next trip would be manchester.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Had a great time with bei at the Siloso Beach Resort.
Wish that time had not passed that fast.
Wish that time could stop at yesterday.

Love you bei


Wednesday, September 23, 2009


my lappy sleeve finally came!
after waiting for like 17556o473 days

lets go haji on friday, shall we? =p

london was fun~
shall upload the photos on FB soon

XXX
life is unfair
but still, look on the brighter side
its hard, but it helps
=)

Saturday, September 12, 2009

i realise i spend alot on shopping
everytime i come bac to sg
this is what i spent during my last weekend
shopping in FEP and Haji

cab fare to FEP - $16
black top - $38
studded slippers - $25
checkered choes - $32.90
black frame specs - $10
OPI red nail polish - $18
nail polish solvent - $19.90
customised laptop case - $64

all in half a day i've spent more than $200
not to mention i just spend another $100
shopping in melbourne and $100 on a bag from FEP

Shit. i really need to curb my spending
save up for tokyo trip!

and i've been wanting to blog abt this but
keep procrastinating

my 21st bday pressie from bei =)

i love hand made gifts
=)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

A month ago
i used to be able to see/meet bei everytime aft my flight
on my off days and such
but now
i touch down not looking forward to anything
cos bei is not there to pick me up
or even to meet me the next day for a date

we dont even have time for a decent dinner
shift work and irregular work timing dont match
AT ALL

now i eat alone
sleep alone
and shop alone

i miss the old days
but this is life
the sacrifice we have to make to feed ourself and the future
as we grow older

but nevertheless
we still maanged to squeeze a little bit of time
for meaningful things like bei's birthday
and catching the latest movie in the theatres

these little bouts of time we have
are really precious now

sometimes i wish time would stop
and let me immerse in the moment before i realise that
it is already gone
and thinking abt it only makes u look back and say
"if only..."
"if only..."
"if only..."

my 21st would be coming in less than a week's time
and i'll be spending it alone at Maldives
bei is not wokring on tt day so he's gonna
spend it alone too

but im looking 4ward to this sat
cos bei's gonna have a early celebration with me
=)

isn't it great?
to have a partner whoose heart is as close to yours?

Monday, July 20, 2009

from bei.
he says it is to acc me whenever im overseas
sweet~
thank you boy =)
oh yea, its from build a bear workshop
imagine us, 2 big adults picking out clothes and shoes
for this new friend
haha

but, i love it.
going zurich tml

Thursday, July 9, 2009

went to butter fac ytd night
the music was ok
but the crowd sucks
the classic 1 that happened to misty
a guy pulled her from the dance floor and
tell her "i like you"
OMG??!!
its like, you're a total stranger??
what the hell happen to sg men man
guys at butter that night were just too dangerous lol
went to a club in seoul last week
Noise Basement aka NB
the music was good man
and the crowd...
was fantastic too haha
ppl in korea realli do know how to dress
themselves up
=)
going to manila tml
sianzzZzzz =(
4 more days to our 2nd yr anniversary!
happy that we managed to come this
far even with those obstacles
and the differences we had
Thanks for the tolerance you had given me
these 2 years
love you =)