Its 2.18am in the morning and suddenly i had a gush of emotions to write all these down, to be made known to the world that i am (hoped to be) the happiest girl on earth.

I have a complete and nice family. A mom who would flip through ccokbooks to come up with new dishes to fill our stomachs (almost) everyday. Dad who worked 7 days a week to make sure we had at least bread to eat(of course we eat much more better than just bread). Elder sis who would sometimes whipped up a dish or 2 for me when i complained im hungry and when she's in a i-feel-like-cooking mood. Grandma who would often sneaked chocos into my bag when i go visit her cos she knows what an addict i am to them.

Social life is great too. There's clubbing khakis, shopping queenies and kings, gossiping club, cam-whoring bitches (i meant it in a nice way) and when exams are near, random study groups pop up. No wonder i enjoy going to school as much as any of the activities mentioned above. People around me are nice people so that makes me nice too~ You can never get tired of them.

I do feel abit queasy talking about this but yes i have to. Not totally i have to but part of me actually wants to. Its my love life (i feel awkward at the word love). I think that i have the need to let the people around me know how this relationship is going (even though in those tear-jerking love dramas they always say u dont have to ans to anyone when u're in love), like whether its going the right way bla bla bla. I need to do this because i know there are friends out there who are concerned over this. Im very glad to have friends like this, it shows that they care =). If anyone ever discover, im actually not very comfortable with expressing myself verbally, especially when it comes to sensitive issues. So this is the reason why i dont really talk to friends into detail about my relationship thingy. People tend to have the misconception that im giving out too much. But no, its a two way thing. =)

Ok back to the topic.

It has been around 3 months plus now. It may seemed short but quite abit of things happened. Wonderful things and sad things, with wonderful things being the majority of it. I am happiest when i am with him. His laughter never fails to brighten me up.

i showered him with gifts, but what he gave me were intangible, far more precious than what i had given him. It is the amount of feelings, the amount of effort he puts into this relationship to make the best out of it. If 'feelings' and 'effort' can be measured in terms of dollars and cents, i think i would be quite rich by now. [ if u feel gross, u can navigate away from this page immediately =p ]

Quarrels are inevitable. But we both believe that a bit of quarrel here and there aid as stepping stones to a longer and stronger relationship. Ours is not perfect so please do not be shocked if one fine day u see me blogging about what an asshole he is =x oOps jus kidding heheh

To be short, its just great =D I'm being handled with care haha! =p
So friends, please dont be worried. Even though i'm much into fairytales, i know whats right whats wrong ;) But still, i would need ur to continue to guide me along the way =)

Im cheena lian so dont fear for me =p

school work are piling up

Im so tired

i wish i can just dont work

for now, everyday aft school

is either going off to work

or to go home and stay in front of the com the whole nite
doing up my work
BD is really stressing everyone out

i feel tired easily, and all the time

dunno why

lethargic~

KIM is away at field camp

no sms & no long phonecalls at night
haiz

can everyday be a weekend?

Pics up~!

new shirt for KIMberly
he has a serious lack of polo tees
and he needed them to book in and out of camp
so, tada~
ps he didnt pose for that, he was looking at the tv


13/10

while waiting for KIMberly's family at Marina Sq
we went to have choco fondue at chocz
its was sinfully nice~! =D
overheard some funny conversation
between the waiter and waitress there haha!
bei, dun sad k
=p


14/10
KIMberly came to find me after work and we went to have our dinner at
White Dog Cafe

my carbonara~

bei's aglio oglio with prawns

looks gay here
=x

=) =) =)

Happy 3rd month bei! (141007)
=)

KIMberly is sick in camp
vomitted hell lot of food out

i tink he might lose a few kilos just cos of that
haha! =x

okok dun xin zai le huo
hope he will feel better tml

=)

too tired to upload pics

shall do it when i hav the time

nites dudes~

back to blog again
these few days damn busy man dont even have time to go online
let alone say blog
haiz~

Emily Lim and KIMberly Lim
=p

KIMberly is booking out this fri
YEAH!
sunday will be our 3rd month
YEAH!
but im wking =(


random random~

=)

so busy now, projs are pilling up
when can i mit up with my friends?
=(

bei's posted to sispec
gonna spend 6 mths there

the past 12 days were enjoyable =)
even though abit quarrels here and there
but still...great! =D
hope sispec is not too tough
i shall see u again on sat~
((:

1 mth of hols are over

gonna start sch tml~
kinda look 4ward to it cos will be seeing my friends again =D
alrites i tink i better go slp
nites peeps ^^

=)

11/09/07
bei's POP at Tekong

met up with his mom at woodlands
and took a super loooong bus ride to tamp
we chatted abit =)

an interesting cheer that they had to do

haha

POP lo!!
12 days of long leave
=)


14/09/07

Happy 2nd Month!! (:
met up for lunch and then
off to marina sq to catch a 725 movie
The Invasion
its quite nice i think
watchable~ haha

cam-whoring over a marble cheesecake
and a choco banana cake at secret receipe

haha its funny i think

i can do it too~ =p

came across this in seventeen magazine

CYBER BULLYING
" I feel that cyber-bullies are cowards! They hide behind their compuer screens, and write anything they want anonymously. They probably have few or no friends, and are really bored, so they just pick a blog and start spamming it. They could also be jealous of how fun other people's lives are, and find it thrilling to make them feel miserable.

My advice to victims is to just ignore the bullies. Don't let them get to you. You are who you are, and nobody should tell you that you are not good enough - especially when its done anonymously! When you get affected, you're letting them win. Try not to argue with them, as it will just fuel them to attack you further. "


what to do it you're being bullied

1) Identify and block

2) Talk to your school

3) Save all the offending emails etc

4) Make contact
You or ur parents may choose to send a certified "cease and desist" letter. Include computer printouts of the bullying behaviour such aas emails and the letter. If the bullying includes threats of violence or sexual advances, you shopuld call the police.

5) File an official report
Print examples of the offending behaviour, and pass it to the police. The police may than gather more admissible evidence from your computer, and if need be, charge the bully.