watched deathnote today
*thumbs up for it*
even though L looks eccentric
i still prefer him to light la ha
L is a pretty pretty boy kays haha
^ ^

haiz..fate seems to be playing tricks wif me
why izit that i alwaes dont get what i wanted
do i not deserve it?
i realli that bad and lousy?
things that i dont wanna it to happen just kip coming my way
far too many times
its becoming a little too hard for me to handle
life sucks that time
and this time too

but still, i should count myself lucky rite
at least i still have a bunch of good frens to support me on
and a caring family =)

chances come rare, but i let it slip pass me
not just once, alrights?
many ppl feel tt im a attitude and stuck-up person
im not, unless u offend me

but then again, who reali cares?
as long as ppl close to me dun think of me that way
i guess i shouldnt bother myself about it too much either right?
life's about enjoying~

things are so near, u tot u could control it
but then you learn, its not tt easy afterall
it seems so far now

i finally understood.

ps : u followed ur heart, and u did it
u thought u are doin the right thing
but when things turn out unexpectedly
u asked urself
am i being silly?
dont worry fren, u are doin the right thing =)
im serious k ha

nan de wise words coming out from me, must believe k haha
be happy like before la~

Found this really meaningful
From the song "Have you ever really love a woman?"

To really love a woman

To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside

Hear every thought - see every dream

N' give her wings - when she wants to fly

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms

Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman

Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched

You've gotta breathe her - really taste her

Til you can feel her in your blood

N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes

Ya know ya really love a woman

A little tenderness - gotta treat her right

She will be there for you, takin' good care of you

Ya really gotta love your woman...

we got into finals~

but now "fan nao-ing" over wat song to sing -_-"
alot projs to do, dunno will have time for talentime anot
haix..i feel stressed

hate Mr Q
not gonna order from her again

i cant believe she took our money but forgot about the stuffs we ordered from her
she didnt reserve stocks for us and now she told us that alot were OOS
SO ANGRY LA!!

its not 1 order but 2 lo!!!
now, how am i going to tell my customers?
they waited so long for the clothes lo and now this had to happen
shitty taiwanese supplier

dey gonna be so disappointed la

haiz...feeling stressed over this also

and i made a fool of myself at school today =(
felt so stupid *sigh*

i wanna watch deathnote~

okies, had my talent time semi-finals today

guess what?

i forgot my lyrics @#$&*!!
im not realli that nervous leh
but luckily misty helped me =)
dunno y, tends to blank out often nowadays
this happened during the audition too -_-"
dunno will get into finals anot

strong competitors ha
hmm, jus had to wait and see lo ha

went for bbq with 2/1 peeps on sat~
was fun, lik so many donkey years never see them le lo ha
enjoyed myself =D
lets have more of these gatherings~

not forgetting sambals~ and DBA 22 peeps
i noe we are all of diff classes and options now
but dont lost touch kays
and to zilin, i miss u lahs ha

Yeah i've found a job!!!
In Vivo city!! the largest shopping centre in Singapore~
This is the website of where i'll be wking at

Its called mother garden~
not selling mothers' stuff lol
bur kawaii jap stuff ^ ^
will start wking on the 1st of Nov le
but training will start on the 23 Oct
hmm.. hope i will enjoy wking there =))