went for uniform fitting on sat
saw quite a few senior air stewardess there
all wore green, red

Im the only blue there
1 that has'nt even start training yet
=(

they really make the uniform like stuck to your skin
really really fitting

training will start on Tues
and i will have a test on Wed omg
im suppose to do e learning at home before i start training
stress~
hope everything goes smoothly
and training will be fun
=)

off to start my e learning now!

bei once asked me

"will anything change between us after you become an air stewardess?"
I looked at him and i realised...
even though he has been showing support,
but if things are able to, he would rather i not be 1
at that instant, i couldn't stop and let the tears well up in my eyes

photos of my last day at work
had a farewell lunch at T3 earl swensen organised by beloved colleagues

They're sucha a mice bunch~
I'll certainly miss them!

And we had a sec school gathering on Sat
At Dylan's house for steamboating =)
dont have the whole group photo with me

That's all folks~

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什麽
分不清激情, 承诺, 永恒, 或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
什麽是我最后温柔

是因为我太爱你

have tendered.
last day of work will be this friday
SIA training will start on the 16

good day everyone
nights

Bei is back!!
FINALLY!
=)

went to the airport with his bro-in-law
at 4am on fri to pick him up
tired lo~
but damn excited too haha

bought a bag for bei as a welcome-home gift lol
he has been eyeing that bag for like so long la
but didnt buy cos its really expensive
$225~
glad tt he's happy
even though ke kept grumbling tt im spending too much
=p

made this for him

The stenciling abit CMI
but at least i tried lol
i really sucks at arts and craft

niways, reached his home at round 5 after picking him up
slept for a few hours then woke up to go for a
interview at SIA training centre
yup, am trying for an air stewardess position
reached there at ard 10
and shortly after, a grp of 8 of us were called in
for the 1st round of interview
(there are a total of 4 rounds)
we went into a room where we were asked
to sit in a row in front of 2 interviewers
and the question was " Each of you tell me what customer service is all about"
omg man i tot it would be some self intro thing
totally not prepared for it but well, blabbered something

and after like 10 mins, we were outside the room waiting for the results
managed to get through to the 2nd round

This time its Kebaya fitting and checking of skin condition and teeth
they dont really stand close to you to check your skin
nor will they ask you to open your mouth to examine your teeth
they do it through observation by talking to you
then they ask you to walk up and down to see your posture
this is the easiest round because you dont have to do any talking lol

got through to the 3rd round and this is the scariest
its a 1 to 1 interview
and they throw you all sorts of qn la~
my interviewer gave me this scenario
"You are on a flight and a passenger demands for a window seat,
but the flight is already full. How would you handle this?"
OMG i seriously dunno how to answer man

again, i blabbered something which i cant rmber now if you ask me
but i know she kept rebutting me saying things like
'what ifs..you know you cant...bla bla"
and after like 10 to 15 mins
i was outside the room again waiting for the results
i tot i was gonna flunk this round
but was damn ecstatic when the lady announced
i got through phew~
but still had to go for a forth interview
wish me luck

bei's coming over soon with food for me!
super hungry now

down with a fever
=(


10 more days
before bei comes back
=)

i think im feeling better

you always feel better when you got things off your chest
or when you ate alot of chocos
lol

i guess...maybe all along i've been the 1 giving myself pressure

my bosses they are all quite easy ppl to work with
they dont give you impossible deadline
rather, they share the workload with you
alot of times they are more stress than me lol

so now every morning
the 1st thing i did when i reached the office
is to go thru my emails and do up a to-do list
so i'll be able to follow through w/o getting digressed too much
at the same time, able to plan my time err better? haha
but i still am not able to leave on the dot =x

niways, i managed to get the interview on the 31st
but its a fri eh

how to go for it when i got work?
tsk tsk

Im suffering from ADHD
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
which makes me

anxious
depressed

anti-social
and overwhelmed

I cant cope with work

Im fearful of sunday nights because
its work the following day

i can be happy now but in tears the next moment

I cant bear the thought of you leaving me for 3 weeks

bacause that means i'll be facing all these by myself

dont tell me off when i stayed late for work,
thats because i cant focus and am struggling to finish a task

dont be irritated with me when i cry for the smallest reason,
thats because im high on the emotional side and can be triggered easily

so bei, do you understand me now?
i need your support

i should quit my job

a simple task for most ppl is impossible for me

broke record
left my office at 10pm today
got tons of emails to go through and tons of things to do
facebook got a club thats says "working @ airport = no social life"
i think i should join that club

only reached home bout 30mins ago and now im going off to sleep like soon
bei's so afraid i'll get depression
like duh, im depressed cos you're away!

applied for a new job couple days ago
work place is at................airport again! lol
but definately diff company
not sure i'll get an interview anot
only shortlisted candidates will go for 1 on the 31st
and what day is 31st?
its "bei's coming home" day
=D

niways, going clubbing this weekend
my past weekend was spent nua-ing, sleeping and binge eating at home
so this weekend mus enjoy myself to the max
no drunk no home!
lol jk la~
anybody wanna join??
=)

its 3am on your side
yet no msg/calls from you today
hope you're fine


i miss you

Bei is miles away from me now
is he sleeping?
or is he staring out through the window?
just like what im doing now...
wondering at which part of the sky is he at?





tonight will be the 1st night
25 more nights to go

Im sad
missing you the min you're out of my sight

so tired to blog

zZzz
celebrated my birthday with bei ytd
he bought flowers for me! hehe

had dinner at white dog cafe
i had steak while bei had duck leg confit
both are so nice lo~
but the dessert at bon bob cafe is so dissappointing
the tiramisu is so not nice lo
even worse than the 1 i made
yucky

bei got me a DKNY watch

thanks bei
so many things i wanna say to you
=)

saw this super cute bubble skirt at pull and bear
but this month budget is tight
so nv buy =(

Haiz work is so stressing
just how long more so i have to work before
i can learn my make up?
airport is so fast paced
never a day have i left my office on the dot

and bei is always complaining i worked too hard
somehow, the work is just nv ending
and now, i've just been assigned with 1 more proj
totally dread going work now

weekends are like paradise to me lo

a short something to bei

I wanted to say Im sorry~
Sorry that i always pick on you on the smallest thing
Sorry for always thinking that im right
Sorry for always claiming that you dont care for me enough
Sorry for everyhting i've made you upset about
But its because of all these, i know that you dote on me the most

You're more than jus a lover
You're a friend, a soul mate

love you

I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG

But, just some updates


HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BEI!
=)
I made a tiramisu cake for bei
but was quite a failure lol

after which, we went to have dinner at this jap rest. @ wheeklock
nice~!
=)

Max Brenner's choc fondue
was very nice too!!~
but very filling

we couldnt finish it lo

went to catch the fireworks aft that
was so pretty!!~
1st time watching the fireworks with bei
so quite touched lol
=p

bei had nights out just now and so i met up with him
bought him flowers as a surprise
but his 1st reaction was
" huh i dont want to bring back to camp"
haiz, whatever~
you should say sth like
"omg bei you're so sweet! thank you!"
plus a smiling face and not a whining face
haiz, instant sadness at that moment
)))))))))))))))))))):

anyways, i just got myself 2 insurance
insured against death, illness and permanent disability
and another 1 for hospitalisation
bei says for what i buy these insurance
but i think its appropriate to buy it
who knows what will happen in the next 20 years
somehow i feel that i might not be in a very good health
contemplating to go for a full body check up

but im scared of needles
=s

itching to go clubbing alr
girls wanna go??
but quite broke eh, gotta save!!!
see how ok
=)

Bei booked in at 11am today
thats why i have time to blog =(
everything just seems odd w/o bei on a weekend
even taking the train back home alone
*sobs*

ok, enough of self-pitying

random pictures updates

met up with en, yu and ken a few days ago for dinner
we didnt take any pictures boos~
but we took pictures of the food we ate

At Max Brenner

me and bei's melted marshmellow crepe dessert
so nice~
and they have gummy bears around it
but bei ate lik 3/4 of it in just a blink of an eye
-_-"

This is en's very long name dessert
cant recall it now

think its what, err, "chocolate truffel made up of 70% cocoa bla bla bla"

super long right??!!!

Yu and ken had some kind of drink for their dessert
yu had their popular "suckao"
lol

nice meet up that day
more to come???
hehe

bei bought me this to put in my office

cos he always complain i dont drink enough water
i dont drink is cos im lazy to walk to the pantry lo

uber cute right??!!
makes me enjoy drinking water now hehe

chocolates?

ITS A COMB!!!
hahaha

ok, i think im being spastic here

i think next time i really need to carry sweets
with me all the time and everywhere i go
Fri was the 2nd time i blackout on the bus to work
haiz the feelings sucks
first, you will feel listless
then you start to see patches of yellowishness
making you losing your ability to see clearly
then you cant hear properly

followed by short of breath

and then you start to have cold sweat
and the worse thing is, nobody is there to help
there were no seats so i just slump down at the steps of the exit
even at that point of time
nobody is willing to offer you any seats
and so, i jus sat, rest and slump there till i reached the airport

got better by the time i reached

so continued to work

but was super dazed throughout the day

i think i should go for a check up

happy note:
just got news from bei he's having
nights out today!

woo hoo!!

bei hurt himsellf during outfield
knock his head against some heavy vehicle
and tada...he turned into this

got a shock when i got the news from him
cab down to NUH
but luckily its not very serious
three stiches on the head

celebrated misty's birthday ytd at waraku!
her birthday falls on the 6th, not the 9th la haha
a nice dinner at waraku followed by clubbing at mos
was an impromptu decision =p

haha err....everybody was posing except for me

after dinner was mos-ing with misty, evan and elisa
well, mos that night was
stuffy
sticky
squeezy
and touchy
lol

lots of caucasians that night and
they are drunk to the max caucasians
and poor evan kenna a disgusting accident
by a chinese guy sticking his XXXX out at her
on the sardine packed dancefloor
omg DISGUSTING
i told evan she should just have given it a nice twist
followed by a slap
and tell him straight in the face
"dont embarrass yourself by showing sth thats smaller than a peanut"
hahaha evil me
and there is this high caucasian guy who tried to pull down evan's tube
and the worse thing is
ppl just stand around and watch
nobody is offering to help
how nice of singaporean guys
anyway, it was total madness that night

sidetrack abit
a little sth made by bei
=)

Thanks bei
its sitting nicely on my office desk now
=)

town and chinatown shopping with bei on sat
Yes, chinatown~
dont belittle it ok
I managed to get a skirt and a pashima scarf
at less than $20!!

good bargain eh!!!
saw a similar skirt at far east
and it cost ard $26

luckily i didnt buy it lo
omg, all my auntie traits start coming out le
=x

main aim of going chinatown was to go ann siang hill
it was featured in juice quite alot of times
for their guys apparels shops there
so go down take a look with bei lo~

dont know what is it
but looks like middle finger lo

bei's self proclaimed artistic shot

a very interesting bike

not much apprels shops at ann siang hill
but alot of pubs and restaurants

good chilling out place
=)

going off for dinner with bei and family

tata~

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen

All dressed in white

Going to the church that night

She had his box of letters in the passenger seat

Sixpence in a shoe, something barrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide

She put her veil down

Trying to hide the tears

Oh she just couldn't believe it

She heard trumpets from the military band

And the flowers that I never had

Baby why'd you leave me

Why'd you have to go?

I was counting on forever, now I'll never know I can't even breathe

It's like I'm looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray

Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt

Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

Oh, and what could have been

And then the guards rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

super sad~
luckily singapore is peaceful
*peace sign*

This month got like damn alot of birthday babies
Firstly, its evan birthday on the 070708
we went sentosa, whee~
cos this bdae gal spent a whopping $220 on a bikini
of cos have to make full use of it la!
let it see the sunlight as much as possible lols

during our time there
saw these 2 china guys playing with each other
disgusting and funny at the same time
they took turns to dive into the water, play in the water
then took turns to take pics with each other
then took turns to bury each other in the sand
omg~
mayb its in their culture? but definately not in ours haha

end the day by going for Songs of the sea
its really nice!
greatly encouraged by us to go watch =D

Then on the 10th, celebrated Joanne's birthday =)

hope to have more of these gatherings =)

then over the weekends, we celebrated our 1st anniversary
*a look of bliss* wahahaha =p

it was dinner at marina south pier
Pier Eleven
very nice ambience there, over looking the sea

when the sun was setting

it was national day's preview that day, so we saw alot of planes
but sadly, we missed the fireworks =(

they have very strong sea breeze there
therefore explaining the flying hair =s

first ever experience in Gold Class!!

the seats are so confortable!
even if you sit there for 10hrs you wont get butt pain haha
but its a freaking 30 bucks for each person

my 1st completed project

my 1st meet and greet session

hope there's more to come =)