Its 2.18am in the morning and suddenly i had a gush of emotions to write all these down, to be made known to the world that i am (hoped to be) the happiest girl on earth.
I have a complete and nice family. A mom who would flip through ccokbooks to come up with new dishes to fill our stomachs (almost) everyday. Dad who worked 7 days a week to make sure we had at least bread to eat(of course we eat much more better than just bread). Elder sis who would sometimes whipped up a dish or 2 for me when i complained im hungry and when she's in a i-feel-like-cooking mood. Grandma who would often sneaked chocos into my bag when i go visit her cos she knows what an addict i am to them.
Social life is great too. There's clubbing khakis, shopping queenies and kings, gossiping club, cam-whoring bitches (i meant it in a nice way) and when exams are near, random study groups pop up. No wonder i enjoy going to school as much as any of the activities mentioned above. People around me are nice people so that makes me nice too~ You can never get tired of them.
I do feel abit queasy talking about this but yes i have to. Not totally i have to but part of me actually wants to. Its my love life (i feel awkward at the word love). I think that i have the need to let the people around me know how this relationship is going (even though in those tear-jerking love dramas they always say u dont have to ans to anyone when u're in love), like whether its going the right way bla bla bla. I need to do this because i know there are friends out there who are concerned over this. Im very glad to have friends like this, it shows that they care =). If anyone ever discover, im actually not very comfortable with expressing myself verbally, especially when it comes to sensitive issues. So this is the reason why i dont really talk to friends into detail about my relationship thingy. People tend to have the misconception that im giving out too much. But no, its a two way thing. =)
Ok back to the topic.
It has been around 3 months plus now. It may seemed short but quite abit of things happened. Wonderful things and sad things, with wonderful things being the majority of it. I am happiest when i am with him. His laughter never fails to brighten me up.
i showered him with gifts, but what he gave me were intangible, far more precious than what i had given him. It is the amount of feelings, the amount of effort he puts into this relationship to make the best out of it. If 'feelings' and 'effort' can be measured in terms of dollars and cents, i think i would be quite rich by now. [ if u feel gross, u can navigate away from this page immediately =p ]
Quarrels are inevitable. But we both believe that a bit of quarrel here and there aid as stepping stones to a longer and stronger relationship. Ours is not perfect so please do not be shocked if one fine day u see me blogging about what an asshole he is =x oOps jus kidding heheh
To be short, its just great =D I'm being handled with care haha! =p
So friends, please dont be worried. Even though i'm much into fairytales, i know whats right whats wrong ;) But still, i would need ur to continue to guide me along the way =)
Im cheena lian so dont fear for me =p
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